I saw this post on Pinterest about a year ago, and it struck me with such a sense of ‘oh my gosh, of course!’ that it almost knocked me over. This kind of statement is glaringly obvious in retrospect, but like many seemingly simple things it needed to be pointed out at the right time. It has subsequently been woven into my life and reinforced by other such realizations, and I hope what I write to you is helpful!
I work in the fitness industry, and like most of our culture it is hugely focused on physical appearance and abilities, whether it be lifting heavier, acrobat-like yoga poses, or attaining off your ‘perfect gym/beach body’. With the infinite diversity that exists in the world it is completely unreasonable to expect yourself to be equal to or better than anyone else you meet, but we try anyway. Why is that?
The short answer is money made from product advertising, but the long answer is much more complicated. There are many external and internal factors that influence why people feel the need to look or behave like someone else, and I am happy to set aside time to talk about those with you if you like, but since there are already many great books dedicated to the topic I’ll stick to my blog post and leave some recommendations for further reading at the bottom.
Any time you see someone you feel you want to emulate, chances are you need to purchase a product or service to make it happen. Clothes, makeup, a gym membership, a book or video. People who have something to sell know this, and they have become masters at driving business based on making you feel somehow inadequate.
Think about it – if you loved yourself just the way you are, would you spend as much money on things that change/enhance your image or performance? Probably not. Each dollar that you spend isn’t simply money out of pocket, it’s the time you spent to earn that money. If you make $20/hr, something that is $100 is equal to 5 hours of your life. Is it really worth the time you will never get back?
“The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it.” -Henry David Thoreau
Enter Santosa – a Sanskrit word that means ‘contentment’, something that is not to be confused with complacency.
Santosa means appreciating your current situation, body, abilities etc., while still dreaming and working towards goals. Santosa creates a solid foundation to leap from, and can save you a lot of grief that comes from financial stress, physical injuries from over-doing it at the gym, and general unhappiness that comes from not feeling good enough already. It will help determine what you really want to spend your money/time/effort on.
It sounds like a miracle word, but the miracle only occurs when you commit to being patient with the process. There will be plenty of times you feel Santosa’s influence improve your decisions and attitude, and there will be times that you completely forget about it and your old habits hijack your thoughts and actions. The trick is to not get upset with your lapses in judgement, don’t beat yourself up over all the things you should have done differently in the past and give up, because time keeps moving and your future self will thank you for working so hard now. Trust me, you WILL look back with gratitude if you stick with the tough part now.
To bring it back to my inspiration, “appreciate others’ beauty without questioning your own”, means that you don’t have to be like that person over there to be happy. I spent many years and many tears feeling inadequate in the face of comparison. I just couldn’t be like all the people I saw around me.
“Comparison is the thief of joy.” – Theodore Roosevelt
Looking back, my failure to be ‘like them’ IS COMPLETELY REASONABLE. I am not those people, I can never be those people, because they are not me. They do not have my genetics, or life experiences, or imagination. They are their own people, and the only person I can be is me because everyone else is already taken.
I have begun the difficult process of freeing myself from advertising influences that tell me I need to be different or better or similar to whatever image they are selling. I am working hard to let go of the jealously and unhappiness that comes from trying to compare myself to someone who will never be like me, because that is not useful to me. I am instead practicing the art of Santosa, contentment, so that I may be able to appreciate and learn from other people without questioning my own worth.
It’s often difficult, tedious work. But it’s also a process that has revealed riches within myself that I never ever dreamed I could possess, and it’s taken time for me to claim them. I hope that this can help you can discover your own unique value, and I would love to hear your thoughts. ❤
Extra Reading:
Taking The Leap by Pema Chodron (You can also get the same content in audiobook format with Getting Unstuck, and Pema’s sense of humour really shines.)
Lean In by Cheryl Sandberg
Blink: The Power Of Thinking Without Thinking by Malcom Gladwell
The Beauty Myth by Naiomi Wolf (this one is INTENSE and will probably make you angry, but it’s worth a skim at the very least. 😉